Wednesday, September 30, 2009

BFN

All I can is that I'm totally deflated and heartbroken right now. I feel like I can't even trust my own intuitions anymore. What's left when you don't have that?


Oh yah, and now the doc says I have endometriosis.

12 comments:

Dirk said...

Sorry doesn't really cover it, does it, but I am. It's all so hard and unfair. I hope you begin to recover as soon as possible. I know this is a difficult blow.

Melissa G said...

Oh no! I am so very sorry. And heartbroken with you.

I wish there was something I could do to help make it better. Please just know I am here for you.

Big BIG Hugs.

Deanna said...

I know that there are no words to make you feel better, but I am so sorry. I know it sucks. Hang in there!

Kathryn said...

All the things others have already said. I am so, so, so very sorry. And i know that it sucks & words don't help.

Praying. I wish i could help.

Thank you for your kind comment on my page. So very thoughtful of you.

Mich said...

I too just had my second BFN. I know how disillusioned you can feel after such an event.

franksbeans said...

I am so sorry to hear this news. I will keep you in my prayers.

Circus Princess said...

Oh no. I'm so very sorry.

Here's a BIG HUG for a sweet girl.

Andie said...

So sorry for the BFN. Sending a hug.

lowfatlady said...

Oh no. I'm so sorry *hugs*

Random Chick said...

It's unfair and it f$%^ing sucks. You don't deserve this in anyway, shape or form.

You've been so focused, dedicated, and determined. Don't give up. Let yourself feel betrayed, down, and broken. Then slowly pick up the pieces and try to put it together again.

And just know there are so many people who love and support you. We'll hold you up when you are down. We'll let you cry on our shoulders. We'll cry with you. But we will always love you.

My thoughts, prayers, and deepest wishes for peace go out to you and your hubby.

XOXOXOXO

Lookingforaplussign said...

I am so sorry to hear that news. You are in my thoughts.

awomanmyage said...

Abiding with you during this time.